woke up with freaking swollen eyes, went to school and friends thought i look so sick, especially with the almost gone voice. i sound like a guy. =/

samuel ate my panadols for no reason. leaving me with no medicine. pathetic. o.o

went to back gate with the girls after school and justin came out shouting. i said hi and walked away. i did nothing. (:

the dm and oms followed us around and they went upstairs. police came. o.o

i've already gone off, so...

-.-

went for the 2nd day of social etiquette at amk in the breeks restaurant. zul, wirah and haikal sat in front of me, effinda and ting hui.

first dish: mushroom soup

second dish: spag with half a chicken.
fuck okay, gonna so kill me with the amount of food. people were struggling to eat nicely but turned out so difficult to even eat the damn spag, not to say the damn meat.

third dish: brownie and vanilla ice cream. zul fed me a spoonful of... ice cream? i have short term memory. i forgot lah, its either one of them. haha. took photos but have to wait for wanie to upload them for me. (:

its quite memorable, really. zul helped me to pull the chair when i wanted to stand up. how nice. haha.

fun shit lah.


i wish i could have you back like last time. like the times we go shopping together, talk bout whats in our heart. do all the stuff that friends would do. maybe that incident just makes it cut everything off. thats the strongest feeling i have now. jie, tell me we are still the same.

;i am afraid